JL,
Why can’t I just forget about you? Why can’t I control that part of my brain that’s so particularly obsessed with you right now? Not crazy-psycho-stalker-I-want-to-drink-your-blood obsessed, just I-think-about-you-a-lot-in-a-completely-longing-but-normal-way obsessed.
Am I wasting my time, sweetie? Do you want me to forget you? I wish I could. I wish it were that easy. Sometimes, I even wish I could hate you. I’ve tried committing myself to it — hating you — but it doesn’t work. I can’t hate you. My heart and soul refuse to cooperate on that score. You mean too much to me.
You see, I think I love you.
Samantha Sunrayne 